this morning

I love the weather today. I might go and walk somewhere far. It feels great. But I dont

mot

"I am no better than a dead man." -Gilgamesh
I aint a saint, therefore i cannot dispute that everyone must meet their moment of truth. as for today, i dont ever want to get to comfortable again. tired leg cramps

the view

Cant gelp but love her. She's awesome

9.24

"Thou shalt not eat from the tree"
tempt

slappin 101

Im so tempted. Faggs are trying to rip off my slaps. and throw their bitchass shit on it. there with never be peace. as Pac one said. I think he was right...

9.21

Theres always something I want, but I know I can't get. Why. Dare I question you lord. No, I guess its just life. I keep on trying to find the meaning to it. I missed church this sunday..

9.20

What about this, How about that. No, not anymore. Im tired. I want to go to sleep and wake up next saturday.

This cant be something. Two complete opposite things. No chance. Acid and base. Black and white. Positive and negative. Canceling each other out. But the man kept thinking it could be something. Who knows. You never know. Maybe its just nothing at all. I guess its what we make it

9.17

Sitting in history to hear your name in the announcements. Kind thrilled, didnt tell me you were in varsity. Happy for ya. Wanted to congratulate ya, but you walked off. Oh well, just know I am. Marina game tomorrow. Should be a good game. I wouldnt doubt another fight. Always someone stupid wanting to do something stupid.

9.16

I can see you, youre at the corner of my eye. I know you know I can see you. But why? What do you want? for me to look at you? I dont get it. You confuse me. All of you confuse me. Im confused. Gettin it done. My toothpaste box/glasses case is dyin on me. Had to use medical tape to fix it up

9.15

I get up a bit earlier to walk earlier to get there early. Cause you wanted some help. I was there. I get there, I spot you. You totally bitched out. Thanks.

REVIVAL 9.5

Finally found the Humpty tee. Its the first one they made. Its the sickest one. Cant find it anywhere else. Its faded, but nothing a little dye cant fix. I just dont want to fuck up the graphic. But im not sure, Ill find a way to fix it. Its too sick to just wear around the house.

9.9

Practicing my mickeys. Art is pretty sick. Even though I dont know anyone, its still pretty nice to be in. Just pop in my iPod and let the creativity unveil. PE wasnt as bad as I expected. My death before disco shirt should be coming in soon. Im the only one rocking DISS, except this other guy, but whatever he cool. I would wear DISS if i was him too. Working hard. Odd block tmrw. Gonna kick back in english and history.

9.5

Got a sketchbook yesterday. totally came up. about to buy a tiny one for 6.59. On the way to the checkout, saw an 8x11 one for 5 bucks. took that shit. practicing my mickeys. Im going to make my paintings in art mickey/disney based. The other day my mind was flowing with ideas. I wish i had some tempera paints so I could just make em on my own. Nothing to stop me. Im starting to see and respect art more than I have. My parents told me I was going to be an artist. since day 1 of kindergarten ive been drawing for fun. I wonder if I could really get serious about this, but Im not too sure. Im interested in a career in graphic design. It all depends on how bad I want it. But Im not gonna worry about anything til Im done with school. No girls, No jobs, just School and fucking around. Im ready for whatever is going to happen this year. Dissizit '09 til infinity

9.4

School has started. Im pretty satisfied with the classes I have. Just one class Im not supposed to be in. Baby youre blind to the facts. Hey you. You better have lost faith in him. Because boy has he been unfaithful. Like that chorus in Break My Heart. "Oh wee, you'll break my heart, but I will be there beside you, with lots of love to give you." Dont be like that. You deserve so much better. And you, You'll be okay, but you wont.