Sh

Shhhhhh, chilos sleeeping....

Humans

Are amazing everything we do is amazing i dont why but im fascinated by everything the things qe do the way things work who did all of this and how did he do it the whole human body should be a world wonder. Its all so weird
grandma is going back to mexico im gonna miss her so much maybe ill cry

merry

merry dissmas

sup

the lasagnas eaten. projects done. my shirts still with you. i dont want it back but i sure hope you dont see it in your closet or anything. lifes setting in and i like it. im getting used to it. i dont need you. you wont be the only one. after talking to leo, i saw the light. and i kinda saw what i never did when we talked. i just listened. like a coward. i never said anything. i wish him good luck and hope hes not experiencing what i did.

Its

Cold as a motherfucker

Cansado

Tired. In need of some of mama's lasagna. Goodnight

family

i love you all so much.

Gobstopper.

endless thoughts flowing in my mind. everything and everyone keeps changing. like gobstoppers when in ones mouth. not much to do anymore. only thing to do is what needs to be done. hope is fading. it happens. my bike is done. its ready. tired. i didnt do much. have fun. you deserve much.

Cruise

You make me feel so free when I ride you. I cant wait to fix you up and make you mine. You ride so smooth. But you need to be fixed up so i can call you mine. The last owner abused you. Dont worry, Im here. You will be beautified.

11/14

"The older the fiddler, the sweeter the tune"

my babies

mis bebes, baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby baby

sometimes

Sometimes I don't want to be bothered Sometimes I just want a quiet life, Sometimes I don't want to get into no war Sometimes I just wanna be a man, but Sometimes, Sometimes I feel like crying Sometimes my hear gets heavy Sometimes i just wanna leave and, Fly away Sometimes i dont know what to do with myself Passion takes over me I feel like a man Going insane Losing my brain
Trying to maintain doin my thang

ha..?

_:You still tryin to get with?
_:Nah, I dont really talk to.
_:She's fuckin____
_:......Haha?
_:She has like a fully grown mustache and shit


i dont know why, but that kinda hurt. even though ive lost most interest. im always being reminded of IT. oh well. have fun. i know you could care less. i can too.

swinez

zomg! the H1N1 virus flu shot. we all gon die if we don get it.!!!
!@$#%$&*&&%&^
fuck that shit, why are parents so paranoid about this bull

efg

eSuper!

my art expresses hopelessness

"Haircut"

No point in trying to avoid the inevitable

27 Rings,

27 Championships. 40 Pennants. Lets hear it for New York.
2009 WORLD SERIES CHAMPIONS!!! HELL YEAH.

I'm sorry pal, but you totally fucking jinxed it. Win it 5? 6 if you guys are nice?
Well i guess youre right. We won it 6 cause we were nice enough to let you guys win one
at home rather than sweeping you there. YES!!!! SUCCESS, but now i gotta cut my hair.
But after you said it was fine. I have cared less. thanks

villainy

You are real rap. Its not about what brand you wear, what cars you drive or about your life. Its about the beats and the rhymes. If only all these bullshit rappers would understand that. til' then, you are the only real music

2 7

Lets forget about today and bring it on home boys.

tinieblas

“The only thing that comes to a sleeping man is dreams.”
-Tupac Shakur

ouch

Feet, are hurting, walked like four miles. didnt get much candy, but fuck it. I havent had that much fun in a while. a halloween with los pobres mexicans is a good halloween. happy halloween and to all a goodnight. that pumpkin was gay, but i hope you liked it. I also hope you werent being sarcastic either.

10.29

Im assuming i'll never get to read that book.....

"."

"It is quite amazing what I didn't feel after a while. I didn't really want to feel things."
-Kate Moss

aint over

thats right, were back in it. were not strays so dont put us down. sides, your best hasnt done shit. period. then again neither has ours. Pettite's gonna win this next one Cole who? Ryan Who? yeah, thats what i thought.

Godammit

LETS FUCKING DO SOMETHING!

ALCS Gm 6

Nuff' fucking said.

un

I dont care about anything more.everything is changin. fuck it might as well roll with it. im still me. donovan, i miss you much man. youre the coolest cat ive met. cant wait for you to come back. and i cant wait for you to move back. get on aim man, we need to talk s'more.

FUCK!

dammit, we had it we had it we had it. we lost it we lost it we lost it. oh well dust off our shoulders and finish it at home. show no mercy! we cant let them get to us! vamos vamos vamos! fuck the Angels! we deserve this shit so much more. c'mon you beat the angels and you get to kick back and rack up the Philiies. they cant touch you.

Doyers

Im sorry but it just might be. If Padilla comes through then maybe, you guys fucked up your rotation. If you didnt throw Kuroda in and didnt fuck it up in the bottom of the 9th. Maybe you guys would have had a better chance. If you guys win today. You can finish it at home. I have hope, just a little.

I am

sorry, I only do what i do, because i dont want to annoy anyone.

U Cant

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck yeeeeeeah

Right now.

The umpire needs to WATCH the fucking runner before calling him the fuck out. dont look at Torii the whole time and then decide to call the runner out you fucking moron. man. 3-0 lead right now. CC is taking control. he cant be stopped. fuck your shit! even at home! You guys are evil!

man,

We lost, Girardi, you made a bad decision my friend. Robertson was doing good. Acevez fucked it game in game 2, why would you throw him in so early? oh well. its just one game. we still got the lead, plus- Sabathia is gonna shut them down. Kazmir youre gonna get racked up my not friend.

It

it was nice talking to you mach. conversation was good. hadnt had one of those in a long time. I look back now and if only. if only josh didnt date her. if only he didnt set up the cock block. oh well

you are

I dont know what you are. Magritte, you make me want to pursue surreal art. I think doing shit like that would be kinda fun, fuck, whatever man gotta start thinking about it. say that with an accent.

vamos

How could you blow so many opportunities?! oh well, you got three more games til youre out. me and chilo are so gonna get you this buttoven. Its the best piece to add to your Dodgers collection. Im feelin alright. Lost a textbook, so im fucked but at this point i could care less. Bronx tomorrow. Lets do it!

You

Either love it or leave it alone. In that case I guess I'll leave you alone. Goodbye.

I

Am tired, but not sleepy. Im tired, so tired. But not tired like that. Im tired of you. Fuck you so much. Why, i dont know why, why im so tired. I guess cause I worry too much. You can make it. You never did need, I always knew but never wanted to know. Oh well. Fuck it....

i,

dont know what to do, you all confuse me. all so weird. or is it im just too stupid to not figure it out. whatever. back to school. field hockey is intense

........

good to see youre still here buddy

you the

best, and me, im just a mess.

the end

i guess

feel sick. am sick. glad to hear from chum. im not the only one who's noticed that youve changed. thanks for that one. at least i dont have to go on thinking im wrong. 3D Double Feature tmrw and some pizza. I just hope i feel better. chicken noodle soup

this morning

I love the weather today. I might go and walk somewhere far. It feels great. But I dont

mot

"I am no better than a dead man." -Gilgamesh
I aint a saint, therefore i cannot dispute that everyone must meet their moment of truth. as for today, i dont ever want to get to comfortable again. tired leg cramps

the view

Cant gelp but love her. She's awesome

9.24

"Thou shalt not eat from the tree"
tempt

slappin 101

Im so tempted. Faggs are trying to rip off my slaps. and throw their bitchass shit on it. there with never be peace. as Pac one said. I think he was right...

9.21

Theres always something I want, but I know I can't get. Why. Dare I question you lord. No, I guess its just life. I keep on trying to find the meaning to it. I missed church this sunday..

9.20

What about this, How about that. No, not anymore. Im tired. I want to go to sleep and wake up next saturday.

This cant be something. Two complete opposite things. No chance. Acid and base. Black and white. Positive and negative. Canceling each other out. But the man kept thinking it could be something. Who knows. You never know. Maybe its just nothing at all. I guess its what we make it

9.17

Sitting in history to hear your name in the announcements. Kind thrilled, didnt tell me you were in varsity. Happy for ya. Wanted to congratulate ya, but you walked off. Oh well, just know I am. Marina game tomorrow. Should be a good game. I wouldnt doubt another fight. Always someone stupid wanting to do something stupid.

9.16

I can see you, youre at the corner of my eye. I know you know I can see you. But why? What do you want? for me to look at you? I dont get it. You confuse me. All of you confuse me. Im confused. Gettin it done. My toothpaste box/glasses case is dyin on me. Had to use medical tape to fix it up

9.15

I get up a bit earlier to walk earlier to get there early. Cause you wanted some help. I was there. I get there, I spot you. You totally bitched out. Thanks.

REVIVAL 9.5

Finally found the Humpty tee. Its the first one they made. Its the sickest one. Cant find it anywhere else. Its faded, but nothing a little dye cant fix. I just dont want to fuck up the graphic. But im not sure, Ill find a way to fix it. Its too sick to just wear around the house.

9.9

Practicing my mickeys. Art is pretty sick. Even though I dont know anyone, its still pretty nice to be in. Just pop in my iPod and let the creativity unveil. PE wasnt as bad as I expected. My death before disco shirt should be coming in soon. Im the only one rocking DISS, except this other guy, but whatever he cool. I would wear DISS if i was him too. Working hard. Odd block tmrw. Gonna kick back in english and history.

9.5

Got a sketchbook yesterday. totally came up. about to buy a tiny one for 6.59. On the way to the checkout, saw an 8x11 one for 5 bucks. took that shit. practicing my mickeys. Im going to make my paintings in art mickey/disney based. The other day my mind was flowing with ideas. I wish i had some tempera paints so I could just make em on my own. Nothing to stop me. Im starting to see and respect art more than I have. My parents told me I was going to be an artist. since day 1 of kindergarten ive been drawing for fun. I wonder if I could really get serious about this, but Im not too sure. Im interested in a career in graphic design. It all depends on how bad I want it. But Im not gonna worry about anything til Im done with school. No girls, No jobs, just School and fucking around. Im ready for whatever is going to happen this year. Dissizit '09 til infinity

9.4

School has started. Im pretty satisfied with the classes I have. Just one class Im not supposed to be in. Baby youre blind to the facts. Hey you. You better have lost faith in him. Because boy has he been unfaithful. Like that chorus in Break My Heart. "Oh wee, you'll break my heart, but I will be there beside you, with lots of love to give you." Dont be like that. You deserve so much better. And you, You'll be okay, but you wont.